I’m beyond sick of working. It makes me sick to my stomach. Not even kidding. I hate working at the track in the heat, and dealing with rich assholes all day. On the bright siide I make bank in tips. I hate 50% of the people I work with, and never wanna go back. I need a new jobbb
Ever liked someone so much? But know that you shouldn’t the whole time? And how it’s the worse feeling ever, once you realize you really have to stop liking them? Fuck. I’m screwed. I get attached so easily
My biggest pet peeve. Underage drinking. Why do I do it? I don’t really know. Ive noticed that’s how I take out my problems thow, cause I’m always so happy when I’m drunk. I’ve gotta stop
I actually don’t want you back. You lied to me numerous times, your an asshole, and you suck at life. So fuck you. I’ve found someone better, thank god. I’ve just gotta work on making them mine. If you cared
Sadest part about this is probably the fact that I have no fricken idea how to even use tumblr. But I could honestly care less who see’s this. I no longer care, about anything. SO. I’ve realized, lately I’ve been surrounding myself with the people i hate most. I’ve been a wreck, depressed and sick to my stomach. I hate girls. ALL of my girl friends are 2faced I can only trust Nina. I hate boys. They can never tell the truth and fuck with me so much. I really only like hanging out with my mom lately. And I’m totally okay with it. I’ve also came to my senses and noticed that I always get rid of the people who would do just about anything for me. For the people that lead me on, and lie to me most. But by this time I’m already hooked.. If that doesn’t sound fucked up. Ha. I have like 3 weeks of summer left and wanna live it up. But with who? Doing what? My Friends all suck, and I’m not motivated to do anything. And I’m so self conscious about my weight. Ugh. I’m overall a mess. On the bright side, I’m having a summer bash party kinda soon. And I’m excited too see all my Friends I haven’t seen in awhile. It should be fun. I guess. Wah, I’m starting to think I’m honestly going crazy. I’m gonna have a breakdown. Shit. I just want 2 good friends & a good boyfriend. That’s all. Guess even that’s to much to ask for..
This always happens to me n I’m sick of it
I can finally feel what it’s like to be happy. I regret somethings, But there’s no time to dwell. I’ve realized who my true friends are &, finally found a decent boy. Things between my mom & I have been 10x better. Grades suck thow, but i just want summer..